It was a dream, just a waking one. This reality is a dream, but normally a fixed one. Entheogens move the assemblage point, even more so than psychedelics. Then a lot becomes possible, people even change into animals and whatnot. Your particular ‘dream’ seems to have something to do with your identity and a certain strange focus you have on it. Work it out 🙂 https://www.reddit.com/r/AmanitaMuscaria/comments/lf0347/an_unexpected_frustratingdysphoric_experience/?ref=share&ref_source=embed&utm_content=title&utm_medium=post_embed&utm_name=56280cedb0bb4bd6ada1419720515711&utm_source=embedly&utm_term=lf0347